‘Blades’ uncovers the impact of a racially charged childhood experience, delving into a child’s fears, and guilt bewilderment.
The chaos in this poem pervades the whole narrative. It begins with an unexpected act of violence against a child that leads to chaos and confusion in the environment. This environmental chaos then births the emotional chaos of the participants involved in the violence. The shock and fear of the narrator and the girl as well as the crying, screaming, and snarling of the people around, adds to this chaos. Lastly, this chaos manifests in the confusing state of mind of the narrator, who can’t differentiate between reality and perception.
When I was about eight, I once stabbed somebody, another kid, a little girl.
I’d been hanging around in front of the supermarket near our house
and when she walked by, I let her have it, right in the gap between her shirt